R-E-B-O-R-N

Long absentee here, and Hi I am back!

Let me start all over again by switching my blog into a new channel. Feel shy to say this but I would like to start this blog all over again by updating my life with the love one. His name will be confidential and in this blog I will name him as my BOY.

Just to update everyone that I've started my new life in Singapore now. It's like soon to be one year in 2months ahead. Before this, my life in Resort World Genting is awesome. Learning alot about life, like.... ALOT! And there I met my BOY as my senior colleague in Year 2009 for 2years and then we became a couple on February 2011. Starting of a love story will be as usual like everyone, sweet and sound. And right now today, our relationship has been for 3years plus. To make things short, we've been through alot of ups and downs. From nothing to something and then alot of things to come. We are so in love, we cried for stupid fights, faught for no reason and in the end up I chose to leave Malaysia, hoping to find a better future for myself, my family and for both of US.

I started my new life in Marina Bay Sands, Singapore on November 2013 and left my BOY in Malaysia. We are apart from the ocean, the deep blue sea. During the midst of adapting, we had uncountable times for giving up each other for being in a long distance relationship. His bad or my bad, there's nobody should be blamed. You can imagine during my days in Malaysia, we both are seeing each other everyday and now we are like lost contact or different in shift caused that we might not talking in like a week or maybe even worse. Perhaps this is really a good challenge for both of us to grow up and learn because this may tell whether should we go on with this relationship. As time goes by, things seem to be getting slightly better. Apparently, we took about 9months to accept this long distance relationship. Seriously, during the midst it was really such a mess. I can say in that bloody 9months I am crying everynight to sleep, pathetic. Eventhough now I wouldn't call it perfect but at least we tried and never regret.

Therefore, the reason I started this blog again is because I wanted to record all the moments that we had and also to share what we had go through to make things right. I cant foresee whether we have any future but at this moment I just want to do something for both of US. On the same time it is mainly also because I will like to share my travelling moment on the web so that people have an idea of vacation when their lost in the act, same like myself. That is what my intention in this blog and all of the coming posts most likely will be my vacation with my BOY.

I, personally don't really have much money to travel as I am always having a tight financial background. But ever since I've started my life in Singapore, my life isn't really that hard as before anymore. I don't look for luxuries. I am truly a person who really expect for a simple life and spending my time only with the one that I treasure, like my family and also my BOY. After a long mess and things started to go a little bit stable, we had planned for a vacation to Bali-Indonesia. So, obviously my next post gonna be about my trip to Bali-Indonesia. I hope you guys will look forward to the next post. And there we go some teaser for you.......

At Kuta Beach, Bali with my BOY. Whee~^^

Sorry, its a lame post. wtf~

Hi all, its been a long time i neglected my post. Never forgotten my lovely diary too, if not mistaken I've stopped writing since before my 21st birthday which was last year. Sigh, to the max! I do admit, eversince I've started my job "up there", I've been so lazy hanging over and get my things done. The only thing which in my mind is, I need more time to rest; dun bother me anyway. LOL! By the way, just trying to start this post with a random one but ends up, its fucking lousy. EWW!

Its been over some schedule I never really back to my home sweet home. But not for this month anymore. I'm going home, but just for two days. No plan, not going out at all cause I'm just TOO LAZYYY! Oh my, its bored. but i love -___-

Well, back to the main point again!!! STOP THE LAME-NESS!! [*scream!!*] Just to tell you guys that I'm trying to chase back what has left and to update what had happened during this mean time and what is going on and why am I often in M.I.A status and what with all the while emo-depressing status and and andddd....!!!!!

...and I don't know what else. SIGHhHHHhhhhhhhhhh~ :(

Seems like my life is growing older and older. I started to get lazy with the-FUN, bored with the-ENTERTAINMENT. Getting more and more speechless~ just wished to have a good morning everytime i woke up from my bed, have my breakfast-lunch-dinner like the usual ones, doing common things that what humans will do everyday, then ends up with a nice slumberland when the night comes~

ANYWAYYYY, trying to give myself some goal this month to motivate myself BACK! [*this is just a lame reason, sorry. -___-*] And the goal of this month goes tooooooo~~~~~ *tadaaaaa!* I AM GOING TO DIET AGAINNNN!! FUCK THE BELLY & FATSSSS! And I must make this success! Success! AND SUCCESSSS!!!!!! BuAhaahahahHHAha! >D

POST END!
*once again, I'm sorry for the lame-ness. FUCK!*

Bad Bad Life.

WishingLifeCouldProhibitHumansFromLove

...because when we are free from Love, we are free from sadness.

I'm back for 4days holiday again. I realised that my temper is getting so serious nowadays. And its all about the anger which created among human beings.

First of all, I have a bad time in my working place. People started transferring out one by one, never forgotten the one who resigned and the loneliness is gaining from time to time. Second, doesnt really good with any colleagues. Mostly because I don't feel like being good with any of them. Hatred is gaining from now and then. Nevertheless, pressure from my job. Who can I share this problem with? Does anyone out there who really can feel the way I am now? Sigh.

Its been a hectic month in this July. I've been given so many tasks to complete which is out of my position. I don't mind if you assigned me on any task, I really never thought of getting ANY REPAY. But not until "she" asked me what have I done which is beyond my job. I'm getting so speechless and wondering a lot what's the reason she has to ask, and seriously.. I dare not to answer because I'm afraid that she will take this as a complain where I AM NOT!

Hopefully all these will be neutralized back some day~
Back to the main point.

My mood is down to the drain nowadays. What's in my mind through out this month is just days being ruined one by one. Until the day when I'm back to my downtown, things still never stopped. I'm trying so hard not to give any respond towards any conflict which happened in between, but still I don't understand why people still trying to incite the whole situation?! Trying to gain my anger? Wants me to swear you? You know I can do anything which is beyond your perception but still I try to control myself and yet I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE HELL YOU STILL TRY TO DO SOMETHING WHICH IRRITATES ME SO FUCKING WELL!! I'm trying so hard to ignore everyone of you, but still I don't know why do you have to bother my sucks life. Just doesn't understand why must LIFE forced me to hate the one that I love the most. And without denying, you guys have seriously caused me hates you for tones. Instead of asking you guys to die, I hope someone could murdered me!!

就是因为是亲人, 所以我才选择逃避..
就是因为是亲人, 你也不用那么过分..

Don't try to test my patience please, I have my limit.

Hi, emo.

五月天 - 温柔 (还你自由版)

走在风中 今天阳光 突然好温柔

天的温柔 地的温柔 像你抱着我

然后发现 你的改变 孤单的今后

如果冷　该怎么度过

天边风光 身边的我 都不在你眼中

你的眼中 藏着什么 我从来都不懂

没有关系 你的世界 就让你拥有

不打扰　是我的温柔

不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心

明明是想靠近 却孤单到黎明

不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心

那爱情的绮丽 总是在孤单里

再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口

我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦

没有预兆 没有理由 你真的有说过

如果有 就让你自由

不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心

明明是想靠近 却孤单到黎明

不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心

那爱情的绮丽 总是在孤单里

再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口

我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦

没有预兆 没有理由 你真的有说过

如果有 就让你自由

嘿~
我给你自由
我给你自由
我给你自由

我给你自由
我给你全部全部全部全部自由

哦~~~~哦~~~~哦~~~~

这是我的温柔

这是我的温柔

这是我的温柔

这是我的温柔

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Thank you damn-song for being such a companion for so long.
You have never failed to make me cry until today.

Holiday kills

Just back from Langkawi trip. As I have already applied for 2 days annual leave so that I could have more time to rest when I'm back to my home sweet home. Right after the Langkawi trip, I've back up the hill for one night purposely to meet some precious one.

Her name, EeLing.

Purposely back up the hill to have a-hopefully-not-the-last-dinner with her cause she has hand up her resign letter and her last day gonna be on the 22nd. As I will only back up to work on the 23rd, therefore already dated her earlier to meet her before she leaves.

The second precious one, Ah Chyi ♥

Her visit to Genting with her bf. Its been some time since I last met her. There she is, the dearest one ever. =)

After meeting them, I back to downtown for another 3 days holiday. Somehow, abit depressed for this holiday, felt abit wasted my 2 days annual that I'd purposely applied because I've been doing nothing. But matters are all over the way~

I've been told regarding a bad news. I knew that I am cruel to everyone because you thought I have no feeling towards this matter at all and not even a sad expression or a sullen sigh as response. But somehow, you will never knew how much I wish that I could totally ignore and doesn't even mind about it. You don't even knew I hope I could pretend that I never heard of anything or maybe I wish that I'm deaf instead, no? Sigh~ Perhaps when the day that we don't wish it will happened really came, I wont be able to accept the fact. But can you tell me, what else can I do other than pretending that I'm okay??

Anyhow, if there's really any misfortune in the end, I'm sure its a serious-grief.. but still, I am so sorry. *heartache*

170510

Lol~ Teaser of the day!
Guess where am I~~ :D


Have been busying with my current job lately.
Have no time to update the latest one.
But thank GOD, because I'm still not dead yet, NEVER!!

There's more coming up soon, will be re-updated, HOPEFULLY!^^

To be remember.

Just for a remembrance.
Without reliazing, things had happened for one year.

Back to one year past, I still remember that morning when I jumped up from my fuckup-slumberland in a sudden and picked up that damn-phone-call, immediately I burst my tears like I had never cried before. My heart is pain and feel like screaming my lungs out but I can't.

AND WHY?
...its because the pain is too deep.

I never had that kind of feeling before. The pain is even worst than anything in this world I can confirmed. And I also can say the feeling that I'm having now is still the same as the moment as I picked up the damn-phone-call.

My heart is ache-ing...
...and its always be.

I miss you so much, peeps...! *tears of love*

心放空了.. 寂寞, 好了~

Lately, nothing good happened. Just feels like I'm all alone up the hill and by the time comes, I'll be given a chance to come out from the cage and set for free for only 4days. Damn stingy. Well, fine. Its alright. I did realised I already get used to this kind of life. Why? Its because I started to pick up my phone automatically and call someone to send me back to my cage on a particular date. I am not crying anymore on the day before I leave. I am reminding myself everyday and night whether what should I bring back to my cage. I'm no longer counting how many days have I been set for free..

My feeling did mix up all the time. I do admit, I'm self-pressured. Little bit of mentally insane. My reason is because I'm all alone. I felt so lonely for times. Trying to tell someone but its unable to explain, even to the closest one. But when the time is right to tell, nobody is available. Therefore, slowly.. I've learned to accept that I'm far from my circle. Am no longer as the most active one in the circle. Yet never will be the most recent updated one. So this is the time I should be tough. I'm trying hard to get back to what I am last time. But the fact is, time is mean. Nothing can be remained as the same as before. There's no changes on you but that doesn't mean I'm not as well.

Just hope time could leads everyone understand...
Well, I'll wait... Hmmm~

Why am I always the chosen one...

Ohh little crystal ball~
You did really fall and hurt my heart deeply inside.

Just one simple little incident.. It drops and hits right on my phone screen yesterday. And it happened just right NEXT to my thumb. It never hits my thumb at all, but it hits my screen. If it hits my thumb, I'm sure my thumb will be bleeding. This is because it is a ball that made of glasses.

I don't even feel blessed because it never hurts my thumb at all. Instead, how much I hope that it will dropped right on my thumb and just let it bleed non stop. This is because, the scar on my thumb will gone at least. Rather than it breaks my screen, the scars that left will never fade. In another way, my heart bleeds..

I just don't understand why am I always the chosen one. This isn't the main thing that I gone so emo for sure. There's alot more other particular things that really brought me down. And the fact is, nothing good ever happen to me before since this Lunar Year started.

I'm sad, seriously depressed. My grayish-life has back again. I started to hate again when I heard of the sound of laughter. Its been so long I never into this kind of feeling already. And now you are back into my life again. Somebody told me, "Memories are just a part of my life. It lost and gone is because HE don't want me to bear them in mind and we have to forsee the-future." But the fact is, you don't even know how much I treasured the past rather than the present.

I'm just trying to look for a person who could really understand the way I feel.
But where should I find this person?

...I just feel like dying once again.
I really need a hand.

I am veryyyyyy awesome tired.

Random December, 2009.

Its been awhile since my last post. Procrastination kills.. Owww~ I've been so lazy since I started my job on top of that hill~ And therefore I started this post with a random one.

I'm passing my birthday in Genting, working in the middle of the night. Just right on time when the clock turns to 12am, I had my break time. Phone started to beeps, messages non stop coming in. Thank you so much my dear friends. I do really have a great time receiving all the wishes and blesses. In one word, I'm happy. :D

Since I've been to Genting, I stop wishing some friends on their birthday. I already no longer sending birthday greetings with my heart by typing a long wishes and send it on time. I admit I've neglected some of you. No reason will be given. But just one word that I wish to say, I'm sorry for my carelessness, my friends. But you guys are always right in my heart. =]

Well well, back to the point. On the 6th of Dec, my big day. Silver and WengYu gonna break with me at 12am. At first never really thought anything will happen but until WengYu brought me a plate of ICE CREAM and said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" together with Silver, wow~ I was.. touched. =]



And then I asked, Birthday plate should have a candle.. WHERE?!
And then WengYu put a straw on it. -___-

I'm speechless..
and obviously, its more like praying. HAHAHA~
Anyway, I'm Happy~~
Thank you, Love.^^

NEXT!
Lookkk at thisss!

The New Member in our room.. GUESS WHAT!

Jyeshui's New LAPPIEEEE~~~~
Something that could KILLS our BOREDOM!
Its like, OMG! Heaven! :D

Follow on.. see this!

22nd of December, Solstice day~

Every year, my siblings and I will help my mum to prepare for this particular day because its our FAVOURITEEEE! But this year, sigh, not having the chance to celebrate together with my family cause I have to work. Hmmm~ But thank god, we have Beckham (Silver's husband). Its so surprise that I could eat some on that day while I'm working! woohoo^^

Its Christmas then~!
For the first time ever I never countdown for Christmas. I still remember on the 24th, I went back to my room and sleep at around 10pm. Neither any of my friends do believe that I really do this. LOL! Well, reason? Its because I'm not in the mood at all. Nobody with me, I'm not with my friends. I'm alone here.. Sounds sad? LOL! NAHH~ Its actually I'm tired okayy. Hee~ :]

But not to the worst, our Casino Marketing stilled will compliment us with some gifts. Early in the morning when I check in, our AM asked us to pick a number and get our gift. LOL~ not too bad. I get a Christmas cup. Ha!

*Here are the gifts*

And Hsiyu with her Darling Yida came for a visit. Well, they brought me my birthday gifts. Its from her, Ying, Leen, CheeBet Siang & SeaLee. THANK YOU BABES! :D

Inilah dia!

Thank you so much^^
I love you guys!

And this is it, the random month of Dec. =]

Good Bye 2009, will miss you.

Last party of the year

-My New Year Eve Eve Celebration-

30th November 2009

This year..

I had my good time, yet my worst time.
I gained through alot.
I had my first experience.
I did learned alot as well.

Circle of friends is getting bigger and bigger, no doubt.
In and out, here they come and go.
I did in love, and did forgone the best one.
No regret, I really do.

Not forgotten the both sweet one.
Because of you, I knew there's certain situation I must accept.
and yet, forced to let go.
The tears that I'd dropped before, will never I forget.

New year is coming soon, not able to stay in my downtown to pass the moment. I have to back to the top of the hill to celebrate my new year with the irreSTOPable queue and the crowd. Too many things that I've left out since I went there to start my new journey, so called working life. Within friends, within some occasion, within some sort of relationship. I really did realised that I'd missed out alot and yet I really do have an overall changes in myself. Wouldn't miss out, the loves one, I'm far away. Totally far from them. There's good, yet bad. Just depends how the situation goes.

Year end is now right ahead, very very near. People is leaving, soon~ very very soon. That's the moment that I hate the most forever and always. I already have the most worthwhile reason for me to cry for. Nevertheless, the most happening laughter ever that I had. Already know which to put at the first and the last. Which to care, which to ignore. I can truly define them clearly, no? Not so sure, but still I'm glad that I'm always learning. I will consider myself as a f**king weak lady, but I'm trying to be strong always.

Well, its 30th today. I had my New Year Eve Eve celebration with my loves. Its so called, sorta depressing for me because I'm not able to be with them on the real Eve Celebration. Its not that I love party time. But just to maintain the love...... you know? Its hard to explain the feeling. Somehow whenever I'm back to my downtown, no matter how there's still a big gap, a big contradiction in between the relation. Friends.. family.. Arh~ its tiring anyway. And this last holiday of the year is the most upset ever because I have the forever-insolvable-conflict with my mum, again. How I wished I could back to the past. Lalala~ this is totally A-BIG-NONSENSE!

Anyway, I had my last party of the year now. Thanks for the all-the-while Loves. Thanks for the sincere regards. Thanks for the precious time. Thanks for the bitter. Thanks for the so-near-yet-so-far feeling. Thanks for the being-blamed moment. Thanks Thanks and Thanks! Just for anything and to anyone!

Year end last hope for the new year, just hope to be stronger from day to day. Let me live, and don't let me feel apart. I'll love whoever that keep me stay alive. Thanks world, see you guys next year. *muax*

*HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010, LOVE*
Best regards, from Ah Chee

我好兰闷~

最近的日子不是过的很好..
他们有的, 我没有~
我想要的, 我却得不到~

不开心了~ 又怎样呢?

我也没办法去改变事实~
讲出来也没有用..
有谁会明白啦~~~~~~

一天比一天觉得自己活的真没意义..
寂寞到~~~ 唉!

哇~! 很久没写些甘的兰话了! 哈哈!! XD

The August.

Leaving back to Genting after on leave for 4days.
Hopefully everything will be going fine soon after I back.
I wanna work as much OT as I could.
Wish me luck, see you guys next month.


Bye. : )

*MUAH*

How to spell E-M-O.

On leave, back to my home sweet home.

OMFG. Homesick gila.
The quiet and peaceful home, I'm back ler~
The room is fill with dust..
This proves how long things never been moved and used.
One month and one month~
I have to endure this feeling in every single month.
Hmmm~ okay. For a reason, I will. I really will. *sigh*


.....I really need more time.

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I'm so happy that I met you in my dream that night.
Its been awhile I've never see you guys since the day you left everyone. : )
I'm happy, seriously happy.
Happy that you telling me its just a lie that you pass away without anyone's acknowledge.
Though its just a dream..
but as long as I can see that you doing very well..
Together with your Sweetpie..
Smiling to me~
Its so nice to dream of You & Janice.
Hope to see you guys again~
Take care babes. : )

Happy, no?

People loves my smile.
They love my smiling-eyes.
She said that I'm so optimistic.
He said I'm such a cheerful girl.
Everyone said that I'm free from problems.
The world said I'm a fcuking happy lady.

ButwhoknowsthatactuallyIfeellikecryingeverydayandnight
andcouldgonesoemowhenI'mallalone
andIhateitsomuchwhenIlaughedlikeamadladyonthestreet
withoutcaringpeopleperceptiontowardsme
andburstingthosetearsofjoylikethere'snotomorrow
yetembarrassedmyselfjusttomakeeveryonehappy
becauseIdunlikeanyonewithsadfaces?

....IfeellikecryingwheneverytimeyousaythatI'msostrong.

This is not what I want.
Please tell me the meaning of Happiness.
Wannabe truly-happy desperately.










I seriously hate depression... *sigh*

The Happening JULY. : )

Me & Tiffany

1st of July - Its the day where I officially enter into a working life. As a Guest Services Assistant (Membership), in short, we called it as GSA. And yeap, the job is inside the casino. Hee~ : )

In my whole life b4 I started working, I've tried to enter the casino with my friends for some times but ends up, failed. But now, I no longer need to pretend mature and try to enter because.. I'VE ALREADY HAVE THE PERMIT NOW! HNG!!

I'm New and I'm Trying

Entering into working life now. Everyone knows that life fulls with ups & downs. Tears are always with us in every moment we gone through, no matter its the-good or the-bad. Tears can really stands a billion of meaning whenever they appeared. We learn from the tears and mistakes. Dont we? LOL.

Things not truly gone to the worst, we have SMC after a few days we worked. SMC is something like a group activity where they held in a certain time and hang out together with your group members.

At "Be A Star Karaoke" on the 9th of July.

The new friend, HuiYing. : )

Well, its 10th then! :D
Something I have long for~ woohoooooooo!

*My Graduation* [11.07.2009]

Check out the happy face.
Damnnnnnn foolish! -____-

I'm one year late, I know. But its not the worst too. I'm so happy that I could able to meet back all my old mates. And to any other visitors who came, Thankyou! Billion of thanks! Really appreciated. At last I truly had my Gayly-Graduation, and yet had fulfilled my mum's wish. Thank god! :D

This kiss is not only for him, but for everyone!

Muah~ Thanks for making my day, people. : )

An awesome picha to end the day - The Sepet Family. ; )

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Back to Genting on the 12th.
After few days working, we had our training then.

Day 1, 16.07.2009 - Grooming class

First of all, the Manager has always been emphasized bout our grooming is very important to us. Therefore, grooming class is then being offered. ShiaYee and Cherry is our Grooming Teacher. : )

With my batch's ladies. : )

Not lefted, the guys.
HAHAHA. They have their grooming part too! XD

End of grooming class, one group picha. :D
Its fun anyway~^^

Night, Harry Porter time.

For your information, we've been so hectic working non stop and have our grooming class from the morning until night. Ends up, we fall asleep inside the cinema while the movie is ROLLING! RM10+ wasted. T___T I've forgotten the actual figure for the ticket but I can tell you that I've never paid that number of money for a movie ticket b4! wtf!

Day 2 onwards, MODULE 1 training.

The Messy class.

Hosted by Mr. Marcus.
Our beloved trainer and yet our beloved father. HAHA!

The day b4 the final day!
Everyone busy preparing for the final presentations.

Last Day, 20.07.2009 - His last minute work. HAHA

The MODULE 1 class has been held from 17.07.2009 until 20.07.2009. Everyday and night we have our presentation, something which I really hate it. People who knows me well knew that I'm fear of this kind of shits. Fcuk! But somehow...

My final project.. Should I sound happy or sad? LOL~

Whenever you saw me putting some sort of words like "final", "the end".. normally it sounds emo to me. Well, I'm weak in this. LOL. I hate every single ending, serious shit. XD

My final individual presentation. Ewww~ nervous like shit. X(

After each of us having individual presentation, we have our final group presentation. Its an acting scenery and our group has the best responce from the audiences! I'll try to get the video soon. :D

After everything ends, PICHA TIME. The most precious time must be captured as a memorial of ours. Let me introduce my batchmates. : )

Vion Neo Chai Wan, a sweet lady she is.

Irene Khoo~

Patricia Low, my new bitch. XD

The guy (consider as a lady too)
Nico Goh De Yi, our 8 por. XD

TRACYYYYY. The most Sorhai Ever! XD
Without you, the class wont be that fun. XD

Anyway, she's from BD Admin Department in Telemarketing.

My acting group, Charlie's angel, the name.
LOL~ lame, no? XD

My oral presentation group.
Pat + Me + Tiff + Tracy

ShiaYee, the grooming class lecturer.

As the picture tells, I've asked him to act as a gay. HAHA. He's cute. For your information, he's the Maxims Assistant Manager. LOL~ A very superior of mine, but never thought.. he can be so kiddy like us. XD

Marcus, our father. : )

He's our department, Membership Services Assistant Manager.
...but gonna transfer to VIP on the next schedule, sigh.

The funniest pic ever.
After taking this picha we could hardly stop laughing. XD XD

GSA(s) rule~ The trainers with their Babies. : )

Night time after the training officially ends, we head to the DREAMZ show as everyone always saw them from the TV advertisement that live in Genting everyday and night. But for your information, the show has already officially end on the 26th of July. Pity, wasted. Overall, the show was awesome, lots of nice and amazing things to see. :D

After the show, we've been pulled to "Be A Star Karaoke" again. GroupB's big bosses are having their SMC party there, coincidencely. -___-

Well, too many things happened that night. Good things, bad things, all included. LOL! Anyway, special thanks to Marcus, the father of ours. Thank you so much for the shoulders. And last but not least, Leax (a Maxims AM), thanks for the words. It can be one of the reason for me to stand firm with this new life.

Please give me more time.
-I'm NEW and I'm TRYING-
THANK YOU!!!

Farewell, no?

For your information, I've gone through the interview in Genting.
And I've been employed by the Casino Marketing as a Guest Services Assistant Member.
In short, everyone calls it as GSA.

We've been asked to report ourselves on the 1st of July and start our work on the following days.
Therefore....


2days b4 we left.

Officially a new life soon.
Officially gonna start working soon.
Officially having a permanent job.
Officially leaving my home sweet home.

Gonna leave Ipoh to Genting...
and it really kills our feeling seriously because we are not ready yet.

Sing K, a must mission to accomplish.

Just the 3 of us, its better than nothing.
No need snatch microphone mar. XD

Me & Her lor. SIEN!

and Her, the one who is leaving to Genting with me.




1day b4 we left.

In Breeze Cafe.

The ladies~ :D

For her belated birthday celebration.

Its a surprise and yet, achieved! :D


Group PICHA! woahhh~ :D


Camwhore time then, we are capturing here syok syok one~


But this fella go and buat kacau, iskkk. =..=

HAHAHA. Those were the days before we left to Genting. Though we knew that we will back to Ipoh on the 11th, for my graduation, but we still gonna leave to Genting with some sort of so call depression feeling.

I've cried for the first few days after my interview successed, but not after that anymore because I knew that life still have to go on and in everyone's life we surely have to gone trough some days like this, dont you agreed with this? : )

Therefore, I'm always learning to be strong; and never tried to stop and rest before. Pray for me and support me with some strength please, I really need them alot.

Hell yeah, I'm leaving now, and going to get a new life! : )