Holiday kills

Just back from Langkawi trip. As I have already applied for 2 days annual leave so that I could have more time to rest when I'm back to my home sweet home. Right after the Langkawi trip, I've back up the hill for one night purposely to meet some precious one.

Her name, EeLing.

Purposely back up the hill to have a-hopefully-not-the-last-dinner with her cause she has hand up her resign letter and her last day gonna be on the 22nd. As I will only back up to work on the 23rd, therefore already dated her earlier to meet her before she leaves.

The second precious one, Ah Chyi ♥

Her visit to Genting with her bf. Its been some time since I last met her. There she is, the dearest one ever. =)

After meeting them, I back to downtown for another 3 days holiday. Somehow, abit depressed for this holiday, felt abit wasted my 2 days annual that I'd purposely applied because I've been doing nothing. But matters are all over the way~

I've been told regarding a bad news. I knew that I am cruel to everyone because you thought I have no feeling towards this matter at all and not even a sad expression or a sullen sigh as response. But somehow, you will never knew how much I wish that I could totally ignore and doesn't even mind about it. You don't even knew I hope I could pretend that I never heard of anything or maybe I wish that I'm deaf instead, no? Sigh~ Perhaps when the day that we don't wish it will happened really came, I wont be able to accept the fact. But can you tell me, what else can I do other than pretending that I'm okay??

Anyhow, if there's really any misfortune in the end, I'm sure its a serious-grief.. but still, I am so sorry. *heartache*