To be remember.

Just for a remembrance.
Without reliazing, things had happened for one year.

Back to one year past, I still remember that morning when I jumped up from my fuckup-slumberland in a sudden and picked up that damn-phone-call, immediately I burst my tears like I had never cried before. My heart is pain and feel like screaming my lungs out but I can't.

AND WHY?
...its because the pain is too deep.

I never had that kind of feeling before. The pain is even worst than anything in this world I can confirmed. And I also can say the feeling that I'm having now is still the same as the moment as I picked up the damn-phone-call.

My heart is ache-ing...
...and its always be.

I miss you so much, peeps...! *tears of love*