The last party. *sigh*

Well, a super duper late post here. AHA! I've been sitting for my exams lately and couldn't make any update in my blog. I've just had my Management Accounting paper yesterday, urgh~ it makes me emo. *sigh* Two more papers to go, and its really testing my patience alot. I wanna go home~ =(

Anyhow, I'm here today to express myself. Something which really turned me off recently. Perhaps its because of my PMS caused me seeing every little things gone sooooo wrong. In one sentence, I damn real hate my life.

March 30th, I've back to kampar because there will be a 3 babes' birthday party on the particular night. It was supposed to be a memorable night, a fun night though... =)

The 3 Birthday Girls~ =)

Flour-War as they demanded -____-

...but who knows if there's somebody who has stupid thoughts of winning in every game? Two guys which are 21 and 24 years old. Old enough to act like a child!

I do once love this pic so much b4, but not now anymore~

My 20th Birthday~ A big surprise, but its already a past tense.

Dec 2008, 3am in Genting. Once our insane day~

Jan 2009, KL. They are my so called brothers to me before~

Jan 2009, Genting. Non stop playing a fool around~

Genting Genting and Genting! -____-

Feb 2009, Cameron Highland. He's once my beloved Ah Girl~

March 2009, K Box Embassy. Our all-time-favourite place~

March 2009, MoMo Steamboat. Our first and also the last time having steamboat together~

March 12th, 2009. Genting again~ no more next time.

March 21th, 2009. Voodoo~ the first and also the last alcohol time.

What are all these memories for? For wat reason all these left for me? I don't understand.. Why is it when there's some certain moment we tried so hard to treasure but it ends up with nothing? Why must everyone inciting situation without reason? And now I truly understand this statement, "the more you love, the more you hate". There's no depression, but only anger. Just because of some small matter, for some certain moment you lose in a game, you brought everything down to the drain. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY!

Wat?! 24 years old ar you? Wat a shame! An OLD KID ever I met!

You are stupid for being brain washed. It's too late to say sorry, girl~

Since you've tried to start the game, why do you intend to end it in the middle? Its useless when things have become ash. I'm sure you do understand how it feels once the feeling has fade away~ We are human, we do get tired. I have no time for anyone who loves to play this game.. I've become so dead-numb.

Our last party~ all the past memorial will be kept aside, never gonna be revealed.

I DUN WANNA SEE THEM, NO MORE!

The GoodBye-Semester.

Its final semester now.
I'm currently having 5papers in my hand to sit during the final.
2 weeks to go for my preparation, damn sweat!
I wonder will I survived for my graduation.
Or I still have to wait for another year? *sighsighsigh*
Urghh~ X(
I hate that I'm still under procrastination.
Somebody motivate me PLEASE! wtf.

Well, gonna M.I.A for around a month.
For this one month have to busy for my revisions, exams, and also some ByeBye moment.
Gonna endure those moment apart-from-your-friends which I really hate it.
GoodBye GoodBye and GoodBye.
I can perceived the feeling sure very fcuked one.
Dun let me see anyone packing your stuff and LEAVE. ISKKK! >(

p.s : GoodLuck to all Tarcians and Utarians. :)

...and here they passed away tragically~

Now, this is the first reason I'm back to be a blogger. =)

As people who knows me well, I'm hunting for happiness always.

I'd totally give up on the guy who I once really love for 2 years.

I've tried to put down things that I thought it was a burden to me.

I've started to take things lightly as in I know, Life is full with Ups and Downs.

and Yes, nobody could predict wat will happened next.

I've learned to take and endure things that gone badly.

I really thought I can really really be a REAL-HAPPY-BITCH dy.

But have never ever thought of "this" will happened on me suddenly.

The first fcuk up tragedy that I really need some time to accept.

Just like a show, a movie, or a dream perhaps?

The first time ever I've been through this thing, which is something to do with DEATH.

Do you know how much I hope this isnt a fact at all?

In a sudden, without any hint, you are forced to accept that your beloved is apart from you.

Not for a certain period, but its forever.

Janice~

Ah Man~

As they'd left, it enhance my understanding towards the word "treasure" and "appreciate".

Treasure every moment being together with the person you love.

Appreciate every person in your life.

Life has no take 2.

And now I truly understand, to hate or being hatred is no longer a big matter to me.

Janice ar~ I'm sorry for all the past because I've never done my part being as a friend.

Ah Man ar~ its useless to explain dy I know. Thank you for everything.. and I'm so sorry.

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Rest In Peace Babes~ 12th of March 2009, its really a tragic day. *sigh*

Here we meet again~ :D

Hello PEOPLE.
I'm here, back to be a blogger.
HAHA.
I hope this wouldnt irritates anyone. XD
Never hope there's Emo posts more than Happy posts.
I know you guys wish this too. HEEEE~ X)

Anyway, here I'm back!
CHEESINPO is saying HELLO to Blog life again~ YEA MAN!