Monday, July 13, 2009

Happy, no?

People loves my smile.
They love my smiling-eyes.
She said that I'm so optimistic.
He said I'm such a cheerful girl.
Everyone said that I'm free from problems.
The world said I'm a fcuking happy lady.










ButwhoknowsthatactuallyIfeellikecryingeverydayandnight
andcouldgonesoemowhenI'mallalone
andIhateitsomuchwhenIlaughedlikeamadladyonthestreet
withoutcaringpeopleperceptiontowardsme
andburstingthosetearsofjoylikethere'snotomorrow
yetembarrassedmyselfjusttomakeeveryonehappy
becauseIdunlikeanyonewithsadfaces?


....IfeellikecryingwheneverytimeyousaythatI'msostrong.










This is not what I want.
Please tell me the meaning of Happiness.
Wannabe truly-happy desperately.










I seriously hate depression... *sigh*

Sunday, July 12, 2009

The Happening JULY. : )

Me & Tiffany

1st of July - Its the day where I officially enter into a working life. As a Guest Services Assistant (Membership), in short, we called it as GSA. And yeap, the job is inside the casino. Hee~ : )

In my whole life b4 I started working, I've tried to enter the casino with my friends for some times but ends up, failed. But now, I no longer need to pretend mature and try to enter because.. I'VE ALREADY HAVE THE PERMIT NOW! HNG!!


I'm New and I'm Trying

Entering into working life now. Everyone knows that life fulls with ups & downs. Tears are always with us in every moment we gone through, no matter its the-good or the-bad. Tears can really stands a billion of meaning whenever they appeared. We learn from the tears and mistakes. Dont we? LOL.

Things not truly gone to the worst, we have SMC after a few days we worked. SMC is something like a group activity where they held in a certain time and hang out together with your group members.

At "Be A Star Karaoke" on the 9th of July.


The new friend, HuiYing. : )


Well, its 10th then! :D
Something I have long for~ woohoooooooo!


*My Graduation* [11.07.2009]


Check out the happy face.
Damnnnnnn foolish! -____-

I'm one year late, I know. But its not the worst too. I'm so happy that I could able to meet back all my old mates. And to any other visitors who came, Thankyou! Billion of thanks! Really appreciated. At last I truly had my Gayly-Graduation, and yet had fulfilled my mum's wish. Thank god! :D


This kiss is not only for him, but for everyone!
Muah~ Thanks for making my day, people. : )


An awesome picha to end the day - The Sepet Family. ; )

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Back to Genting on the 12th.
After few days working, we had our training then.

Day 1, 16.07.2009 - Grooming class

First of all, the Manager has always been emphasized bout our grooming is very important to us. Therefore, grooming class is then being offered. ShiaYee and Cherry is our Grooming Teacher. : )


With my batch's ladies. : )


Not lefted, the guys.
HAHAHA. They have their grooming part too! XD


End of grooming class, one group picha. :D
Its fun anyway~^^


Night, Harry Porter time.

For your information, we've been so hectic working non stop and have our grooming class from the morning until night. Ends up, we fall asleep inside the cinema while the movie is ROLLING! RM10+ wasted. T___T I've forgotten the actual figure for the ticket but I can tell you that I've never paid that number of money for a movie ticket b4! wtf!


Day 2 onwards, MODULE 1 training.

The Messy class.


Hosted by Mr. Marcus.
Our beloved trainer and yet our beloved father. HAHA!


The day b4 the final day!
Everyone busy preparing for the final presentations.


Last Day, 20.07.2009 - His last minute work. HAHA

The MODULE 1 class has been held from 17.07.2009 until 20.07.2009. Everyday and night we have our presentation, something which I really hate it. People who knows me well knew that I'm fear of this kind of shits. Fcuk! But somehow...


My final project.. Should I sound happy or sad? LOL~

Whenever you saw me putting some sort of words like "final", "the end".. normally it sounds emo to me. Well, I'm weak in this. LOL. I hate every single ending, serious shit. XD

My final individual presentation. Ewww~ nervous like shit. X(

After each of us having individual presentation, we have our final group presentation. Its an acting scenery and our group has the best responce from the audiences! I'll try to get the video soon. :D

After everything ends, PICHA TIME. The most precious time must be captured as a memorial of ours. Let me introduce my batchmates. : )

Vion Neo Chai Wan, a sweet lady she is.


Irene Khoo~


Patricia Low, my new bitch. XD


The guy (consider as a lady too)
Nico Goh De Yi, our 8 por. XD


TRACYYYYY. The most Sorhai Ever! XD
Without you, the class wont be that fun. XD
Anyway, she's from BD Admin Department in Telemarketing.


My acting group, Charlie's angel, the name.
LOL~ lame, no? XD


My oral presentation group.
Pat + Me + Tiff + Tracy


ShiaYee, the grooming class lecturer.

As the picture tells, I've asked him to act as a gay. HAHA. He's cute. For your information, he's the Maxims Assistant Manager. LOL~ A very superior of mine, but never thought.. he can be so kiddy like us. XD


Marcus, our father. : )

He's our department, Membership Services Assistant Manager.
...but gonna transfer to VIP on the next schedule, sigh.


The funniest pic ever.
After taking this picha we could hardly stop laughing. XD XD


GSA(s) rule~ The trainers with their Babies. : )

Night time after the training officially ends, we head to the DREAMZ show as everyone always saw them from the TV advertisement that live in Genting everyday and night. But for your information, the show has already officially end on the 26th of July. Pity, wasted. Overall, the show was awesome, lots of nice and amazing things to see. :D

After the show, we've been pulled to "Be A Star Karaoke" again. GroupB's big bosses are having their SMC party there, coincidencely. -___-

Well, too many things happened that night. Good things, bad things, all included. LOL! Anyway, special thanks to Marcus, the father of ours. Thank you so much for the shoulders. And last but not least, Leax (a Maxims AM), thanks for the words. It can be one of the reason for me to stand firm with this new life.

Please give me more time.
-I'm NEW and I'm TRYING-
THANK YOU!!!